For my entire life, I have always had a clear vision of what's up next. I have always had a plan, and a vision, and I knew what I wanted. Now I don't.
Of course, the purpose of life is not lost on me. To fear and love God, to keep His commandments, and to serve His people. Those are still my primary concerns. But when it comes to my personal life, now it's not so clear.
Here's the good part: this does not scare me anymore. It was a tough summer, and every day was filled with fear of the future. But now, I'm not sure what, but God did something. But now, I am able to take it one day at a time and anticipate what God will do when a new day arrives.
How exciting.
It is also very liberating, in a sense. When I knew what I wanted, those things in part became my idol. Every day was filled with a sense of entitlement. I deserve this, I deserve that, I need this, if I don't get that I'll die, that sort of garbage.
Now, I let go. And I thought that was going to make every day miserable. It hasn't. I now have more energy and enthusiasm for various aspects of life that are important and that I've neglected before.
Anyways, that's it from me. Regarding Comics for Christ, I'm not sure where this is going to go, but I will do my best to keep this page alive. Maybe we will change up the content, or maybe I will work on more long-term projects, but I'm not sure. Please stay tuned though, don't go anywhere just yet, wait for God's exciting announcements with me!
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